I know we dont have to but...

Im just so angry today!!! just so mad at fucking amanda paiva dont even care that i said her name any more i fucking saw here bf by accident and just fucking!!!!!!!! i dont know im just pissed, i shouldnt have touched her facebook... im such an idiot i fucking hope....what am i thinking, i was really going to wish ill on another person... oh my.. i need help... it doesnt matter what i put here no one listens ha this is more of a place for me to jot my crazy thoughts down like this. im just going to drop everything. right now.

We had 8 minutes of free time two days in a row

Wewt but on a serious note it wasnt CW with out haskett, and her giggles and her faces that she makes when somethings werid or inapproiate We all missed her and it was quite empty

Wow

My aunt and my mom got into a fight for the dumbest reason hella yellin at each other i had to take care of my newborn cousin, i attempted to shield his ears from the vulgarity and turned up a couple of john lennon songs, ignoring it all, just staring at im i almost cried when he cracked a smile, as he drifted to bed. I whispered to him. please be different.

rough draft.

I wear a mask, to hide my face from the harsh reality of this earth. ive worn it ever since my mom sent me away to "get better" because to her im just a fag, something the devil brainwashed me to belive that it was ok to love, my once best friend..... i havent heard from her in over 8 years.... i still love her but, thats besides the point. i wear my mask every where, people stare, deem me bizzar, but its the only way i know how to live. i cant face the world any more, and that is why i where this mask

Orginazation 13

Number Nobody name Real name Element Weapon

14        Xion                No. i         Light      keyblade

13        Roxas              Sora        Light      Keyblade

12        Larxene           Relena     Electric   Kunai / knives 

11        Marluxia          Lumaria    Nature   Scythe

10        Luxord            Durlo        Time     Cards

9          Demyx           Myde         Water   Sitar

8          Axel               Lea            Fire      Chakrams

7          Saix               Isa            Moon    Lunar

6          Zexion           Lenzo      Darkness Lexicon 

5          Lexaeus         Ealeues      Earth    Axe sword     

4          Vexen           Even           Ice       Sheild

3          Xaldin           Dilan          Wind     Lances

2          Xigbar          Braig           Space   Arrowguns

1          Xemnnas      Xenohart     Nothing Ethrenal blades